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Bila da makin tense...i pon da serba salah..nk duduk sakit, nk baring sakit..bila contraction tu dtg...seriously mmg rs nk pitam..i start berpeluh2..masa tu mmg xlalu nk makan..i ada beli kurma..tujuannya nk bg energy laa...but now..kurma pon xjumpa kat mana i ltak..n da sakit ni mmg xdelaaa nk cari kurma tu...end up im at low energy..i asked for pain killer...nurse ckp malam2 ni doc xde..nk bg painkiller kena consult doc..bla bla bla..yg apebenda pon i da xfocus..nak beranak mmg sakit dik apa benda lagi laaa...pegi toilet ada nampak darah berlendir keep keluar..so this is it!

At one point rs nk terberak..so i pegi toilet, ingt nk ksongkan tgki...tp xkluar apepon..sakit xyah ckp laa..i continue jalan2 around the ward..tgk org lain tdo..huiii syoknyee..while me...tahan sakit contraction...ada geng berjalan2 sama2 td..die pon da tdo..bila nurse tgk i da sakit cmtu...die kata baring dik..nnt masuk Labour Room xde tenaga nk push nnt..hmm ive got no choice..pergila baring where bila baring sakit die melampauuu! i da baring mengerekot mcm udang kena goreng dlm kualii panas (tu diaaaa) pusing kiri pusing kanan smbil zikir, sambil baca doa nabi yunus...mmg rs nk meneran dah..tekan emergency button, nurse tny sakit sgt ke..i said ye nurse..rs nk meneran..masa tu kol 3..

nurse dtg n check bukaan..imagine time u sakit contraction, org seluk lagi bawah tu..hahaha rasa nk pengsan...nurse pon ckp eh da 5cm niii...bole masuk Labour Room! While tgh sakit tu, nurse tu ckp ok awak kemas barang awak sbb nnt org lain nk duduk sini plak..call suami dtg amik brg..i was like now? pkul 3? xboleh ke tnggal dlu situ nnt amik? xbole yeee...call hubby..suara dia lain..n tny mamai where i tgh sakit contraction mmg rs nk marah laaa jwb lembap2 gitu..hehe...then kna pnjat katil satu lagi n baring masa tu nurse sruh baring elok2..hahah memang xdelaa...nk meneran sgt dahh...xdok diam laa atas tu..

i di sorong tolak masuk Labour Room..n nurse tu ckp selawat n baca doa nabi yunus byk2..doc check n bukaan now 8cm..i was given a drip utk percepatkan bukaan..doc pecahkan ketuban..jantung baby ok..n semua org da ready..time to push! honestly...im bad at pushing the baby out..poor breathing skills..i try my best as long as tak kena czer! bila nurse ckp jantung baby xcntik dah ni...cpt mommy push..they keep giving me spirit...and said ok kepala dah nampak but somehow stuck sbb i xpndai ctrol breathing..i da penat..no energy..xpndai nk teran..and lastly aft kena gunting...baby pon klua....Alhamdulillah!

A baby girl yg i tunggu selama ni...3.14kg..lebih kurang berat abang dia..nurse letak atas dada..shes crying out loud..nurse kata xpe..bgus utk lung dia..aft that baby dibawa keluar..while i waiting utk dijahit..seriously penat anddd sleepyyyy sebab whole night tak tido kot..nurse sruh sedut gas while die menjahit..alhamdulillah org yg berpengalaman jahit..so lega laa kat situ..tak susah laa nak jaga nnt..tapii i xsedut pon gas tu sebab jahit tu for me tak sesakit contractio tadi..so kiranya bila jahit tu rasa dia mcm kena gigit semut jee..so yeahh im chillin while nurse jahit bawah tu.

As time tu dah subuh, so dorang pon kalut jugak sebab yang nightshift pon nak balik...nk tukar shift kan..so siap jahit, tukar pad everything...nurse dok settle docs and what not, i tunggu jelaa atas katil sampai tertidur yee...ganti tdo malam tadi sebelom jap lagi nak handle baby...eventho da 2nd baby, butttt gap 5 years tu mcm beranak sulung rasanye.

Settle semuanya i non stop say thanks kat nurse yag handle i dari awal sampai akhir...ye lahh without them tak mampu jugak laa nak push semuanyaaa tu..and i got to hug my baby..encik husband currently demam, bila kena check temperature je memang tak lepas nak pegi mana2 pon..while he nervously waiting for me sebab tak tahu status, phone semua i xbawak..nak masuk tgk baby n i tak lepas...so imagine how berdebar and nervous my husband masa tu!

Lepas dapat bilik (satu bilik 4 org), so susukan baby, agak kekok, and xreti balik...kena bljar balik...susu xkeluar lagi mayb latch xbtol or ikot mcm dlu..aft 3 days baru susu keluar dengan jayanya..xpee keep bagi baby susu jee..still amaze dah beranak after waiting for 5 years...after that update husband...bagi gambar and he said td kena pegi emergency sbb badan temp tinggi sangat..pastu die seek info dari doc yang cek tu..and lega sebab normal delivery, both baby n me selamat. 

Kena tidur semalaman, esoknya baru boleh balik..procedure baru. so ok laa boleh tdo malam...merengek kadang2 tu normal laa kan...nak salin pampers pon terkial2 lagi hahaha kelakar betol..memang tak sabar sangat nak balik..sebab nk jumpa Suhail..tak taula cmne response die tengok adik ni..tapi yang merisaukan adelah...baby ni punya jaundice cmne pulak..hmm xpelaa redha jelaa..kali ni simpulan habis jahit tu betul2 kat tempat nk duduk tu..makanya sakit laa tapi sikit jelah...jalan xde masalah...tapi suami..and boleh kira semua orang pesan kat aku jalan tu slow2..kepit sikit..i just dont get it..mayb sbb xnk bagi jahitan terbukak la kott..

the next day petang tu, after settle clearance semua, boleh balik dahhh...kali ni berpantang kat uma mertua sebab tak lepas nak merentas negeri kann...issokayy boleh je buat sendiri semua, lagipon Suhail pon pergi sekolah, jadi tak susah sangat laa...ayah die pon tak sabar nk jumpa baby..maka pulanglah kamii

Sophea Harisa bt. Mohd Syafiq

040820

04.39am

3.14kg

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