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Friday, February 28, 2020

Nausea....weak at its best!

sooo...last post is about me yang dapat tau pregnant again
 Alhamdulillah rezeki :). . da ready mental, fizikal semua...sebab memang naaakkk sangat baby kan... and not all pregnancy journey to smooth sailing, happy, bahagia...and lucky for you if you not encounter any morning sickness.. congrats!
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orang kata, nak tau kita ada alahan while ke tak, ask your mom...yes, your mom yang give birth to you!..kalau your mom ada alahan, then you will too! and as for me, based on my first pregnancy, and my mom...i have alahan agak teruk...BUT this time at its worst!

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i remember, masa pregnantkan Suhail, yes i do encounter morning sickness, tak bole bau benda yang too wangi/ busuk.. lost apetite and the list go on..tapi dalam 12 weeks macam tu, its getting better. but for this pregnancy, now im already 16 weeks, still headache tak kira masa, if salah makan bila2 saja bole muntah...and frequent pitam . So, i cant go to work which require me to stand all day long..i did try, but i just can't. sebab tros pitam and weak.
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yeah..very weak this time...dengan tak berapa selera nak makan...weight losss which my weight now only 43-44 kg je. i dunno what to eat..try to eat...i can eat but then a few moments later...rs xsedap dalam perut and hasilnya...muntah semua.
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my fav food pon i rs loya..cannot makan pedas2..n buntu nak makan apa..tapi LAPAR! every night while tdo, selalu mimpi tengah makan, apa2 laaa...sebab maybe perut lapa kot. minum air kosong..awas! tros muntah semua sampai tak ada apa, tahap smpai green color yang keluar asid tu... my hubby's dedorant pon tak bole bau...pdhal i yang belikan bau tu dulu,,bila die nk sembur, i ask him sembur kt luar bilik, jauh2, kalau tak i terus muntah...now hubby pakai yang roll on je ..so for now, lambat laa habis perfume...bersambung lepas deliver laaa nampaknya.
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bau orang menumis, yang menyengat...kuali tengah tnggu minyak panas...fuhhh..siaplah trus meluru...while now i stay umah in law sbb my MIL risau if i sorang2, malu la bila dorang tgh masak i xtlg kann...i try to tahan but FAILED..lastly dorang kesian and halau i jgn masuk dapo. u see, the feeling lepas muntah tu...i xsuka sbb mmg lemah sangat lepas tu.
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nak keluar jalan jalan memang takde buat masa skrg, my mom in law adala jugak ajak keluar makan, sebab risau i bosan terperap kat rumah, but i dont mind and i feel at ease kalau kt rumah..kalau keluar rumah time panas2 tu memang mengundang pitam je nanti, better NOT! menyusahkan orang je nanti...bila dorang tanya ada teringin nak makan apa ke? i just say ntahla..xde rs apa pon..xde selera..tak terfikir nak makan...smpai to that point.
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malam-malam...another problem is...i cant sleep...i just shut my eyes but i cant sleep..smpai laaa 4am cmtu baru rs nak terlena...pastu pening sebab kena bangun subuh pastu tak bole tdo lagi...hasilnya..HEADACHE. Handphones, pon tak bole tengok lama2...pening and bila pening, muntah laaa..lagi2 kalau tengok dalam gelap..better not.
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kesimpulannya, this time pregnancy, mmg teruk...and im at my weakest point...if people said, its 2nd pregnancy, shud be easier....its a bullshit. differ people, differ pregnancy, differ pregnancy journey..
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Now at my 16th weeks, bolela jugak tapi still if baby tak suka...loya n trus muntah...haih la baby...ibu dont know what to eat lagi
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Things yang i bole consume now:

: air kosong have to be COLD, if not i will get orange juice (sikit je) campur dalam air msk, to add flavor je

: Susu kurma, soya, orange juice

: orange, apple, mango, prunes...(watermelon cant accept )

: things i cook...now suka sgt masak kurma ayam, telur masak asam

: bayam, if makan nasi pon kalau bukan kuah masam2, better tak payah kuah, kering je

rasanya tu jelah yang bole masuk, yang lain kena try n error...food lain mcam kerang, laksa, sardines, peanuts...semua akan muntah

soo advise me nk makan apa? nk kena tambah berat and bagi baby healthy...supplement naseb bole telan, tapi sekali skala klua jugakk.

i consume :

: bcomplex SHAKLEE
: vitamin C SHAKLEE
: sometimes esp SHAKLEE

tak berani makan byk sgt sebab tkut muntah..hahaha


Bila fikir balik, this time pregnancy, i had my hubby fully di sisi..compared to first pregnancy we were LDR.. so this time manja sebab ayah ada ke baby? first pregnancy, independent sebab semua kena handle alone..kena jadi driver to my mom kalau nk hantar my lil bro/sis balik kolej.. panjat umah sewa yang kat tingkat 5 tu..beli groceries alone, and angkat naik alone..so yang ni bagi can nak jadi manja ke cmne? hopefully getting better laah after this...wanna be active balik and bole berselera nk makan semula.

just sharing...till next time...

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